Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Negative Turned Into A Positive...

Personality traits...
There are ones we like and ones that dislike.
Different events bring out different parts of my personality, 
I continue to learn more things about myself all the time.

Today I realised that I have a few personal traits that so often than not are a negative, but can be turned into a huge strength, and if I can achieve that then it would help in so many ways.

Those traits come under a few names... 
Head Strong...
Stubborn... 
Yeah so pretty much I don't like being told what to do in certain circumstances.

For example today, well more so over the past week/two weeks, that side of me has come out so much.
A particular person may even say that it has come out more so in me over the past couple of months.

So any way more so over the past two weeks, it has come out of me more so because I have to change my life around.
I have to find a balance in my life to be able to achieve the goals that I have,
That means sacrificing things that I enjoy, not all together but bits of it to make time for other things.
There are so many things in my life that I have to sort out in my life, my trainer Beau has a bad habit of being able to uncover those things that I have in my life that I need to address and sort out... things that I have been trying to cover up and hide. But more about that another time.

So what are the things that I am struggling with at the moment, how am I trying to balance my life...

Well... basically after this weekend... not starting this week...
Because I'm off to Melbourne for a 32 hour adventure with my best friend, there will be hardly any sleep, lots of shopping, yummy (but naughty) food, lots of laughter and talking for hours on end. h I can not wait!

So next week this is how I plan to spend my week...
Monday/Wednesday/Friday:
Work
Gym- straight after work. Work out plan
Home
Dinner
Stretches/Foam Roller
Blog post
Bed

Tuesday/Thursday:
Work
Home
Dinner
Stretches/Foam Roller
Gym- Personal training
Home
Blog post
Bed

Saturday:
*If I work*
Work
Home
Stretches/Foam Roller
Meal Cook up
Social Life

*If I don't work*
Gym
Home
Stretches/Foam Roller
Meal Cook Up
Social Life

Sunday:
Relax
Stretches/Foam Roller
Blog post
Church
Social life
*Cheat meal day*

I think the key to my life and to achieving my goals is to be organised, to not socialise as much, to not eat out as much, to educate myself on how to achieve a health lifestyle.
I am going to have to keep my life in check, to reflect on things and change things when they aren't working for me. 
I have at become stubborn & headstrong in a good way with myself focused on achieving my goals.

*Sorry for the long post, that most likely doesn't really make sense. At the moment I find that the only way for me to blog is to just let my fingers type, letting my mind express the thoughts that are going through it, instead of letting things bottle up and bug me.
This blog is now a way for me to express things that are going on in my life, so that one day I can look back and see how far I have come, to see that trials that I have come through and to see how much stronger I am.*

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